Pictures

Was too lazy to post the pictures during these past few days...but since this will be posted some time later, so why not now?Anyway, here are the pictures of my class's formal wear for presentation.

My group members for Commskill:
Weisheng,Me,Jeremy,Darren,Jeffery


taken with Commskill teacher,Mrs Raimi


Class photo
Sunlight turned me white xD


Hope this's better


NIce upskirt xD


Have to study for exams..ciao

Mood::*****


Spamming away,Efil

:)

Meant to write this yesterday but was too busy playing xD.

Projects are finally OVER!!!Commskill presentation went along quite fine, although i nearly forgot what to say when the announcement about the fake fire alarm was broadcasted. Stuttered a bit but was much better than during my practices^^ After the presentation, we were asked some questions and i'm always nearly the last to answer-.- Must be the excitement that i have managed to finish presenting my part that caused me to stop thinking for a while...The comments were good and wasn't nasty.Had a good feeling about it when it was all over.

We waited for the other groups to finish their presentation so that we can take some photos.My group took some photos as well while waiting for the other groups.When the rest have finished their presentation, we went to look for the girl's(and cher haur:p) group to take the photos. Made quite a scene outside silicon studio that one lecturer came out of his room to close the door of the corridor =.=

Can't believe we took so long to decide where to take photos...But, in the end, managed to take some photos.i wanted to post some pictures here....but i just realised that i don't know how to....If anyone sees this and knows how to,please tell me:)

Now that projects are over, next comes study week and then exams:( Hope i can do well in macroecons and business accounting as i usually fall asleep or let my mind drift away during these lectures:p Well,gotta go play a bit more cuz can't play during study week...need to force myself to study...really need my driving's license xD

Mood:*****



Spamming away,Efil

Don't know how....and why...

Words have finally failed to express my feelings.Words to describe,words to convey messages,words to vent out the anger,words to soothe the pain in the heart,words to release the regrets,words to express my feelings....

It's really funny how some pictures and words can bring back memories that have been forced to be forgotten,to vanish.But no,memories will always be memories,they can be retrieved,even if it is a few minutes or even a few years ago...Such memories will always be bad.Such memories that will always haunt me and make me regret not taking the action.Was i too afraid of the consequences of the action?Was i too unprepared or was i such a coward?Was i such an idiot to realise the regrets that i would have in the future?Why isn't there an answer to everything?

Why can't i have a control over my life?Is it that i don't look like i can?But we never know until we try right?I CAN be in control.It's just that i can't find a reason to do that.I CAN control my actions.I CAN control my emotions.Which is why this has happened. Why is it that i always think of what to say AFTER something has happened?Why can't i think of it DURING the time it happened and say what i feel and carry out the action?Was i really that slow in thinking or has my brain been busted from the fall?But bad memories still comes back to me.Or was it really that i do not have to guts to do it?

And most importantly,WHY am i asking myself so many WHYs?Don't really see a purpose to continue living a controlled,regretful,cowardly,meaningless and painful life.Life is Life because it has been fucked and decided on the date of birth...It's just fate....

Mood>*****


Fucking my life away,Efil