Weird Dream(s)

Dreamt of something that i hope would never ever happen.I had no idea how the dream started,but the next thing i know,i saw Malia smoking at a coffeeshop.I decided to ignore that and went to another coffeeshop to get some food. When it was about to be my turn to get the food, i saw my sister approaching me....with a cigarette in her hand!I was so angry that i shouted at her,demanding to know who influenced her to smoke.And the answer was?Malia. We started to walk home together and talked about who have been providing her the cigarettes...I have no idea why Malia was involved in this anyway.

That dream changed and i was with some people whom i seem to know,yet i cannot remember who they are.We were in a swimming complex and about 1 minute after we entered the pool,the lifeguard called us to get out of the pool as it was closing...Didn't have a choice so we left the pool to go and shower.And the weird thing is,i saw Malia again =.= This time,she was with us and trying to find out the way to the toilet.Note: Everyone,including me,were fully clothed although we just came out of the pool. So,nothing to imagine about.

Upon reaching the toilet,we saw that the cubicles were all full,so we stood outside waiting. And the best part is.....there were people playing computer games=.=It's like a LAN shop with toilets for people to bathe,all in the same room...And somehow,i saw nic and yk,both whom seemed to be with me all along but i didn't noticed.So we each found a place to bathe(separate) and then some events happened which i cannot reveal.(not anything not decent though)

Well,that's all that i dreamt before my sis woke me up:)She didn't have a cigarette in her hand,which was a great relief:p Somehow,i didn't dream of Eug,must be because he's in Hanoi xD

Strengthening Weakness Weakening Strength

Let's play 'Guess My Feeling' :D

1) Something that is hard and round which contains aqueous humour and vitreous humour.
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2) An odd number. Can be found in this whole blog post.

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3) A number that comes right after the previous answer.

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4) Name of a song by Mandy Moore which is also the Music Video for the movie,A Walk To Remember.

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Answer:_________________________________________

Congratulations if you have managed to find the answer to 'Guess My Feeling'. If you have not, don't despair,it's nothing.

Have to focus,concentrate,contemplate, ruminate or whatever crap and do schoolwork dilligently.

Must tell myself not to make the same mistake like the period of O' levels.

Must not procrastinate again.

Must not let my mind drift off.

Must Focus.Must Concentrate.Must get Strong!

Jiayou!

Jiayou!

JIAYOU!

Monday

Ok,gotta keep this short as i do not feel like doing anything today.

Firstly,i've just figured out why the 'Monday Blues' occurs on Mondays. The reason is because the Hctib Ibab Lalah wears BLUE eye shadow and we see her on Mondays during tutorials. Which brings me to another thing that i wanna say.A disappointing teacher produces disappointing students.Therefore,it is your own FUCKING fault that people do not do the FUCKING CHEEBYE tutorials.

Even though we do not understand the question and what we are supposed to do,we do not ask.Reason?Because a QUESTION asked will be ANSWERED with a QUESTION to ANSWER the QUESTION.So tell me,what's the point of asking questions?How about going around asking other lecturers or tutors whether our class(or mainly a few or us) is that disappointing?I assure you,other than that son of a bitch guy who feeds his mother bones,who took over Mr See-Toh once,no other teacher would say the same.So blame it on your own inability to teach and i suggest that you go back to your sty.Look into the mirror and see yourself before calling us disappointing.But then,doing so will bring you 7 sevens of bad luck.On the other hand,do i even care?so FUCK OFF_l_

There,i just dedicated a whole(most) post to the Hctib Ibab Lalah,though it's not very long.Have to go and attempt Pom and Microecons tutorials,and study for Microecons test,and do work for Pom project.Looking foward to weekends so that all this crap would be over,though it's only Monday.Something happened today (again) that made me think a lot.Something that brought back memories(not much) and even made me sad...Have only started to get over the other 'thing' and this had to happen.No point asking me what those 'things' are as i will not be saying anyway.Until then,Au revoir!

Neopets

Woo.Started playing neopets again,though my old account got frozen=.= Regretted writing "dekcuf"...there goes my hard earned money...Anyway,if anyone still plays neopets and want to be neofriend,add me _efil_.Would be better if anyone wants to be my battle partner,since that's what i do in neopets anyway,battle.

School starts to suck again due to some fucking halal babi bitch(i do not claim credit) and another whom i have not created a name for.

Dreamt of something that i really wanted but might seem impossible.I said 'might' because no one knows what happens in the future,unless there is really an Issac Mendez somewhere.Who knows,when the time comes,i might have a little more luck and plucked up enough courage to do 'that'. Let's (referring to me only cuz i don't think anyone else cares) just hope that Lady Luck is good to me:)

On another note,why is luck "Lady"?Maybe that's the reason why i do not have a lot of luck?

Haiz,having thoughts that generate thoughts really sucks...

FUCK

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FUCK EBM!

From Happiness to Depression

At the start of the day,i was feeling quite happy as school started at 11am.Boarded bus 8 only after 5 minutes of waiting and reached school at exactly 11am.Everything went smoothly which involves daydreaming during SAS lecture.Then went to Mensa 2 and ate chicken cutlet rice and honeydew sago.Lunch was great then went for POM lecture.This lecturer is very good at keeping our interest high,which made the lecture interesting.Didn't feel like sleeping at all during the lecture.Looking forward to seeing him again next week,though it might be the last.After the lecture,went to the library to discuss SAS project,then sat around for a while before going for EBM.

This is where everything starts to go wrong.Couldn't find the tutor in silicon studios,so we went to the staff room to look for her.Knocking on the door was pointless as there didn't seem to be anyone inside,which we tried anyway.But no one came.So Ben called tutor on jeff's phone.After much miscommunication(which will not be described as i'm trying to keep my discontentment to a minimum),we realised that she(can be replaced with another word,but trying to keep my cool) was in the staff room.So we followed to some chairs outisde the staff room to begin the consultation.As we had no means of contacting Ken,who is our group member,we started without him.

The whole session was torturous,one reason is being under the sun=.= Initially we wanted to ask her if the fila chart that we had done was correct.But suprisingly enough,instead of looking through our fila chart or something,she asked us questions instead.There were many minutes of 'i stare you, you stare me' which was very uncomfortable due to the blue eye shadow which is plain disgusting on someonre like her.Questions asked were either answered with more questions or nonsense which does not answer the question.Best thing that was found out was that presentation was next Monday.GREAT! Up to now,i still don't really know what we are supposed to do and presentation is next week=.= Now isn't that the best? 'Thanked' her and went to silicon lab to print the fila chart for everyone.Having that session was really useless,unless knowing about the presentation was really that useful.

Walked home instead of taking the bus due to the bustop filled with faggots who liked to smoke near the place where people board the bus.Walked all the way with my head held low thinking of many questions and answers.Why do i have this feeling that i'm getting more and more useless by the moment?I can't seem to contribute much to projects as ideas do not seem to want to form in my head.Most of the time i'm just thinking about stuff that would make me more unhappy and worried.In the past,i was very clear of what i was doing and what i need to do.But now,everything seems like a blur and i do not know what i am doing.Saw several things that set me thinking much more deeply and of the future.For my own sake,i will keep those thoughts to myself and no one else.

i'm really sick of thinking as most of these thoughts are questions to myself.And i will be answering these questions as well as asking the questions.So these kind of 'conversation' starts in my mind which would normally make me worry about things.At the end of all these,i will tell myself,why the hell am i talking to myself.On doing that,it would be another question to myself,which would be talking to myself again.This can go on and on until my brain dies.Thinking so much will actually do more harm than good,which would eventually lead to insanity,at least that's what i think.

The above 2 paragraphs were more towards getting stuff out of my head,otherwise my brain would explode with thoughts.Trying to do microecons and principles of management tutorial right now,but i know that i will not be able to finish anyway.

Teachers(Lecturers,Tutors,Lab tutors or any F***)

Time to review the teachers...

~Start of Review~

System Anal-ysis Lecturer

• No idea what he's talking about,as it is very dry and boring,or it could be due to the subject itself

Principles of Management Lecturer

• No comment as they keep changing
• First lecturer was good,did not feel bored at all
• Second lecturer was ok i guess

E-Business Management Lab tutor

• Don't think she really knows what she is talking about when answering questions
• More likely to answer questions for the sake of answering them
• Most suggestions by students are replied with a look to the ceiling to pretend to think,and answered with a 'something like that'
• Questions asked by me are considered unanswered as i still don't get it,friends are more helpful
• And i would like to add that the eye shadow is FUCKING disgusting

Principles of Management Tutor

• Total CRAP
• Seems like he do not have any experience in teaching
• Stupid way of teaching,which does not help in learning at all
• Keep knocking into chairs,which gives rise to the assumption that he is 'Pa Qiao'(Hit Bird)

Business Accounting 2 Lecturer

• As compared to BA1's lecturer,this is better
• Does not speak in a high pitch tone as compare to the BA1's lecturer
• Teaching method is 'ok' as i do understand a bit,but unable to make me pay 100% attention

MicroEconomics Tutor

• Seems that not everyone dislikes her as i do
• Really expressionless face
• Sometimes deaf to what people say
• No sense of humour
• On a lighter note,compared to the other tutors,she's 'ok'
• BUT that still doesn't mean i like this tutor

French Lecturer

• Keeps changing lecturers
• First lecturer,Jerome,was excellent:D
• Second lecturer,Guiliano,was 'ok' but keeps doing childish things like asking each part of the lecture theatre to repeat a word
• Real stupid really

E-Business management Lecturer

• Same as lab tutor
• Boring,no interest at all
• Might be due to the fact that the subject is similar to CTOS
• But CTOS lecturer is better:)
• Once again,the eye shadow is FUCKING DISGUSTING

System Analysis Tutor

• Not bad,explains things quite clearly
• Teaching method is not appealing to me as presentation is involved
• The subject SUCKS

Database Information System Tutor

• No idea what she's talking about
• Tends to rush through when time is nearly up,resulting in zero understanding
• But i didn't even understood a single thing in the fisrt place

System Analysis Tutor

• Same as tutor
• Quite good at explaining stuff,which made me understand what the project is about
• Maintains eye contact at certain time which is good as it acknowledges that she is listening

Database Information System Lecturer

• 2 Hours break for people who agrees that going to the lecture is a total waste of time
• Doesn't command any respect which results in the lecture theatre being noisy and people leaving during breaks
• A bit pitiful but then again,at least TRY to make people listen=.="
• In other words,just F off already-.-

French Tutor

• One word-SUCK
• Speaks in an accent that i don't really understand
• Speaks in a high pitch voice like she is going to sing opera
• Always look irritated when someone pronounces something wrongly
• Come on,people make mistakes,can't you be more patient?
• Just know your English SUCKS as well as our french
• AND STOP PRONOUNCING MY NAME AS KEE-NETH _l_
• It's pronounced as Care-neth,or at least something like that
• FUCKING NOOB!@#

MicroEconomics Lecturer

• Same as tutor
• For FUCK SAKE,you are holding a MICROPHONE
• Stop talking so loudly into the microphone-.-
• WE CAN HEAR YOU
• Lecture is boring but at least the subject is interesting
• And stop attempting to burst my ear drums PLEASE

Business Accounting 2 Tutor

• What's with the 'GO' when asking people to answer?
• Talks like he's very clever and we are the ignorant fools
• Fking-maggot(Faggot) who thinks that he's 100% right
• When Soon Xiang asked you about the Monday Lecture thing,i am 100% sure that you were at a loss for words.Your face showed it all.Stop pretending to be clever and ask people to answer other people's questions when you cannot answer,which in this case is the Monday lecture stuff
• Acting like everything's so obvious wouldn't make you look clever,it would only make you look like a bucket of shit,with the difference of the bucket
• You got a problem with people not having a lot of friends?So what if some people like me do not have friends who are in other years?So what if some people do not have friends in other courses?(not me by the way)
• Even if you are at your death bed,that doesn't mean that it is ok to laugh at people not having a lot of friends,and i bet that's because you are trying to feel better by laughing at people not having many friends when you do not even have one yourself
• Now that's sad
• And i pity your children
• And your parents
• And your wife who must be deaf,blind and have the size of an atom for a brain to bear you a child
• And stop feeding your mom bones
• Saying 'go' doesn't mean that you are a fast person with quick thinking,9 seconds to answer every single questions is crap
• Not everyone has the same thinking speed
• Ever heard of more haste less speed?NOOB
• So what if we do not answer in 9 secs?Empty Threats
• You know what?Next time i'm not going to answer in 9 secs at all
• FUCKING NOOB

Database Information System Lab tutor

• Speaks with an accent which at least is more understandable than French tutor
• Teaching as though it's nobody's business
• At least we are in the computer lab-.-

~End of Review~

This is so much easier than thinking of ideas for projects...

Microecons project is close to 'gone case' as we are teaming up with a year 2 person who doesn't come for 1st tutorial.And normally that would mean a slacker and a "pai kia".Let's just hope we can fire him if he does not contributes.

So we got 2 year 2 fuckers in our DBIS class.one of which is also in EBM.Total losers who would die if they stop making noises.Here's an advice,don't come for tutorial at all if you think it's a waste of time?Anybody pointed a gun at you to force you to attend tutorial?Stupid idiots who are attention seekers.Asshole suckers.=.=

Finally found the song Pero Me Acuerdo De Ti on Mp3:D Limewire rocks^^

Can't wait for the next 2 episodes of Prison Break and next episode of Heroes.Really feel like watching season 1 of Prison Break...since i did not really follow the story right from the beginning.

Once again,hope this satisfy your needs nic

And i just noticed that this entry is super duper long,wonder if anyone's gonna read it xD

Congrats if you managed to read till here without dozing off;)

Hope the colours help in reading

Mood:*****


Spamming away,Efil

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